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Merry Christmas folks! <3

I'm enjoying my xmas morning now, although it's freezing cold in this room.Deng(reading lamento pronz), Grace,belbel and nee sama is still sleeping.

Although things didn't seem to go the way it suppose to be in th day. DX

but I guess, We...

Had an extremely fun night last night. By having a photoshoot with Deng,Grace and Wabbit. XD Dan was our photographer, it was extreme crack, seriously.

Wabbit.. had "SEME" shots. LOLOLOL. Which some of them really turn out good and we were MOE-ing over it when we were editing it. Grace and I were mostly being KUSO and taking KUSO shots. Who asked us to cos a pair of mad twins. Ouji dakara saa~ <3
Deng was awesomely sexy with those boots. WOOTZ

We...have really weird shots. So weird so, I won't be posting pics of it.I believe we're going to keep it to ourselves.And just sabotage wabbit

Val, Risu.. really thanking for being there too.It's so much fun with you both.More crack.

Really, would love to thank all of you being so patient with my mom and sister. And really sorry that you guys have to see that side. OTL|||

Okay that's for today.

Fellas out there, whether we know each other or not.

MEERY XMAS. <3
God bless. =)

Kjslfjkhadfgjkdf!!!!!

Photoshoot is LATER. LATER. And I'm still panicking over stuffs. OMG PROPSSS. /runs around like a mad woman.

Oh lord, and of all days for having peroid. I hope this isn't going to tire the hell out of me.

Awesomesauces for last minute stuffs again. Saga, isn't it always like this!!?

I'm back from Macau like N days ago and only updating now.Heh, Macau update will be much much later, cause I'm feeling super lazy now. Although the photos are all already uploaded. But still, i'm feeling extremely lazy now.

As well as being extremely voiceless. Accompanied Val,Grace,Deng and Risu out yesterday, to Cash Studio to sing like mad for straight 3Hours.Never in my life, I've chionged so much Japn songs before. Cash Studio's really good. They have J-pop to Anime Songs. Heh, You guys should know which kind of songs i Sing by now. Just that, it's sad that they don't have Doujin Music. Not like I can sing Asriel Butttt

I was struggling though. LOL, Cause I have yet to memorise/remember all the Hiragana and Katakana like the rest of them. Kept mixing up certain words. So that's the reason I kept rejecting mics for the whole day

Twin(Grace) could sing super high pitch. Sugoku Kakoii!!! So yes, thats how we celebrated Ouji's birthday yesterday. ♥

I missed out the arcade part though, they were at Zone X since 10am while I'm still stuck at home doing chores. ;__; Missed out on seeing Val in action dancing DDR. I've never seen her DDR before. DX.

Not like I can DDR very well too, so I'm sticking to my genre in shooting games. XD

Bought Neuro Volume 6,7 & 9. Was temping to buy Nabari's side story one shot but..money is never enough. ;)

LAI,ELLIE I hope you're safe and sound and doing well. ♥

I'm... alive. Yes I am. D<
I believe i am fine now, as long.. nothing provokes me or something

Went ahead to school today, from 9-2. Wanted to study, but ended up trying to fix my firefox for an hour. DX. So... ..left school at to head to Sharyl's house. Her friend needed help in his costume. And I had to finish up on Sonnie's costume, which is done now. I love the word "萌" at the back. Heh, So dork. 8D.

I've learnt from Liz and Sharyl that, there's S.O.Y next year. lol. Aka. Start of year. IF I am not wrong, it's organised by NP. Yeah. I'm still thinking if i should go cause I'm going to miss EOY and... yeah, I owe sharyl a Arcobaleno shoot. DX.

There's G.D test tml... and i'm still not over with my revision. Geh. I wonder if i can make it. Dang. And Macau trip on friday.Dad, can i not go and stayyy. But wells, when I'm back.. Deng and Grace will be in SG too. DX. Gawds.Extreme busy des. And they want a shoot too.

So~re. Back to studying.
I'm going back to my fangirl laifu

...それ終わりですね。
全部て、終わりだ。

I fucking hate it when it's always like this. The fact that things aren't the way it is and you're so fucking lost. It's just... just that i feel things have been happening a lot lately.

Sonnie's dad had a relapse. And I fucking feel pathetic for not knowing it earlier. The other day i asked.. uncle was fine.. Sonnie, i've no idea how you are feeling now cause... my mom doesn't have a relapse. But seriously. PLEASE PLEASE do call me if you really need someone to talk to.


I'm really feeling uptight inside now. Ellie's gone, Reinnie's gone... Lai is still so far away.So many of you guys aren't here. I... really miss you guys bad. So much so I'm on the verge of crying.Reinnie... i really need you back, there's no one i can go crying too now.I...need to talk to someone..maybe to my HDD. OTL.

I fucking feel so pathetic useless now. Not even sure why I'm feeling this bad. I feel so extremely lost.So lost.　Ｉ don't know if i can hold my tears tml.

説召してよ、君の「あの少女」　わ誰。
僕わね、どするて、全全わかない。
何で心がどきどきする。
何で心が痛いて。助けテ　かみ様。
全部...終わりですか？

Dad was nice to fetch me to the airport today, after a extremely slient breakfast. It seems like mom's really pissed with me lately. Nn... But still Dad made a very lame joke when he dropped me off at Terminal one.

"This friend of yours, takes the business class flight back?"
"Dad, i know we are all mafia-sos fanatics, but it doesn't mean we act like one although we love to"
"...If you're ever one, I'm going to lock you outside of the house until you're boss"

OTL. Dad... must you be that specific?

So, I found Ellie once I stepped into the airport. >D
Then we talked, more crack, like people in khr have their own private jets and helicopters instead of coming to the airport... it ended up..slightly like this.

"Mukuro's chopper will be yellow, and then the blades will be green. NAPPO"
"Gokkun's will have "十代目" written all over it."
"Hibari's will be yellow, like Hibado."
"Yamamoto's will be like a sashimi sushi, red at the top, white at the bottom"

And it goes on being so nonsensical till Risu and Bene came.

RISU, THANK YOU FOR YOUR XMAS PRESENT. Although it's still extremely early, but no worries. I love it like maddness, like how Squalo worships Xanxus ♥

And it seems like BENE, RISU AND CHIZ ARE THE HORNY TRIO.

So we had an hour or so to kill before Ellie really leaves, we went to fool around (Which includes hijacking into Ellie's LJ and making a post about how much we love her while she's away) and BENE, we shall be the "WTF PARTNERS" whenever Risu says or does something silly. II NO? <3

Then Ellie had to leave but we had a hugging session before that, which makes us feel so short. ELLIE DEAREST. ILU and ALL THE BEST IN WHATEVER YOU DO. I AM MISSING YOU ALREADY.

Do feel free to call me or email me when you need someone to rant to. Ne? >D

Bene, risu and i then headed to the arcade to kill time.Played slient hill,taiko and DDR-ed for a song. BENE IS MEAN. SHE KNOWS I DON'T DDR. OMG It's so embarassing. Had to rush off for NYP CO'S concert, aka the "Beautiful Sunday" of the month. I was slightly late so I didn't managed to hear the first song played. BUT I SEE WABBIT AND DANN ♥

There was another hugging session after the concert, lol. KIE TRIED TO SQUEEZE ALL MY INTERNAL ORGANS OUT. 8DDDDD. They went to MOF for dinner while I left at 5 cause Mom wants me back. Geh.

Nnn.. there's no school tomorrow but I'm thinking of going to school. Cause you totally can't study at home. It's too comfortable and it's the raining season. RAWR.