Yosh!!! I totally died at Vb today. Seriously. But getting over with it. Cause, Smea says, that.There's no point for me to broad over it. It's just another failure, another obstacle. I know my weakness is it, but i never ever get my ass working on it. lol, awesome badness.

Tomorrow's going to be a extreme long day. School to 6, meeting shuui and haji at kallang for Kitaro's concerto!!!! I'm excited! Totally hope that it's going to be worth my money. Mom complained and nagged that it's too expensive, but i'm glad she understand that, how much this can mean to me.

Hmm.. i am going to repeat this line again, that dec is here.. and time really passes too fast, frankly, other then death, time is another factor that I'm very afraid of.
Time is never enough, time never waits for you, We don't rule time...time overrides us.
I reject growing up, if there's ever a way... in anyway... with a price that i can afford... I wouldn't mind stop growth... 17 years of life may be short, these short years has shown me alot of things.The great and goodness, the cold and nasty.

It's awfully weird.When we see Aliens as aliens...But, aren't we,humans a form of alien to them to? This line never fails to convince me.
We, humans...may be the weirdest creature of all.Things are ought to be seen from a different angle.

あの時、君わ。。。ただ面白いの人だ。
でも、「今」、この感じ...なんかちがう。
この感じ...怖いて。

ね、骸、教えてよ。僕わどするて。